Underneath It All

October 28,2007

Today, I’ve been addicted to No Doubt..
I have no idea why I’ve been listening to them but…oh well

Alot of people have been making really deep and personal posts and I’m kinda scared to do that. I guess its because that way you wont know who really knows you because youre just dishing out information on who you are, instead of people getting to know who you are.
I guess the song relates to how i feel.. People who really know you, will love you despite all of your flaws. They wont condem you for them but try to steer you into the right path and improve who you are instead of demeaning you. I just find that anyone who gets to the point where I just tell them everything … well theyre increhedibly lucky. In my lifetime, ive trusted the wrong people who have betrayed my trust in the most hurtful ways. Because trust is something that is very hard to gain, but oh so very easy to lose. I think that i give people too much of my trust and understanding as if they are going to feel the same way about me.

To me, im just glad that I’ve had the oppurtunity to have May as a friend. Because, ive trusted her with everything and every aspect of my life. She knows what ive been through and how thats made me , me. She knows how i feel about everything and what i really do feel even if im smiling on the outside..

I always hate seeing someone alone.. I hate knowing that someone has had to go through pain alone and stuff. Because I know what its like to be crying alone and never have someone make it better. Because sometimes just having someone be there, is good enough in itself. So to me, Ill be there for anyone that needs someone, and it’ll always just be between us. I know what its like to be betrayed that way as well. I like being there for people and i feel honored when someone comes to me with something thats bothering them.. I kinda do a victory dance in my head knowing you trust me:)

Some of us forget that a true friend arent those who laugh with us. Laughter can always happen with anyone. True friends are those who stick by your side no matter what. THe people you run to for everything. The people that you trust with the most deepest things. THe people who are there for you at 3 AM when youre crying over spilt milk and they can barely understand your english because of all the gunk thats coming out of your face. :) AHAHA .. The people that encourage you and support you. THe people that look out for you and so on. Basically they just.. got your back and know you. Most importantly, the people who make you feel great for being you.

Anyone who loves you, for you. No matter what shit youve done, or what you wear, or how you speak. They love ya even if youre hanging over the pool into the drain with a combination snot and blood hanging out of your nose while you play like a child with it. …and all they do,is just stare and laugh with you. They love you no matter what, and always, even when you fight. And fights? never last more than 5 hours and are resolved just like that because you cant stand being mad at eachother. It just breaks you down inside MWAHAHA. Theyre always there for you. AND THEY LOVE YOUUU FOR YOOUUUUUU :)

If this whole thing doesnt make sense, dont blame me. its like almost 2 AM and im supposed to be doing history homework… -_-

Oh yeah and shout out to Elayne!
for being there for me all the time :) you ass-face :D

shockinggg i know… but its life… shit happens then ya die..

a little something more, interesting? i have no idea.

Sorry if you cant understand what we both say..
well mostly nisa..
because we initially tried with the digi cam but there were sooo many problems so we just went along with nisas cellphone, which has been dropped one too many times. we hope that some of you now see the connections in how we’ve been acting and why we do certain things. like when nisa goes,… no man is an island or talks about how shitty aussie is its just to tick her off. or about how shes “pregnant” with BEEEPS baby. AHAHAHAHA :D this was the reason why we started the whole video blogging bananza and why may now is forced to pose for pictures even if she doesnt want to.. heheh and when may hits nisa.. and stuff so on and so forth.

If you have any questionsss or anythinggg please just ask us..ok? and most importantly dont abuse may, cus nisa will  kick your ass if you do :) cus zats what sistahs do…
SEE YOU GUYS ON MONDAYYYYYYYYYYYY. or saturday. meh! :)

Stand with the Protesters.

September 28,2007

I’m sure that all of you have heard about these ongoing peaceful protests over the past week that have been going on in Burma. On Wednesday the military junta used force against the protesters and so far the violence has escalated, leaving many civilians dead or wounded.  They (military) will stop at nothing until we all come together and beat their asses, so please do something to set the nation free, even if its a little something.

You can start off by signing the petition here 

Honestly, nobody deserves to live under a bunch of corrupt fucks who have taken everything away from the people.This sort of treatment, simply can not continue any longer.

My parents asked me to put something like this up so yeah, help us. It doesn’t take that much effort for you to click here, click there and do a little typing. Oh, and I’d really appreciate it if you could spread the word bout the petition or anything similar to it.

For more info bout the whole thing, just go watch some CNN or BBC.

I felt this sudden urge to blog about the movie “blood diamond” that i watched last night.
Before the movie i did know that blood or conflict diamonds did exist but didnt really understand it as much as after i watched the movie. ITS HORRIBLE! Its scary to know that around the world there are kids our age who have to go through so much pain and suffering. And to imagine how much bloodshed there is and how greedy the world can be. Sometimes we forget that there are others who are going through much worse circumstances and we can be selfish in our ways. I mean we often are caught up on some material item while others our age are just trying to live everyday. If you do plan on buying a diamonds, even if i doubt it at this age, make sure they arent conflict diamonds.
Villages are rampaged by the RUF where they take kids to work as soldiers, kill families, take men to work for diamonds, cut off limbs and so on.
The kids who are taken to become soldiers are indoctrinated with false ideas of who is right and who is wrong. Basically, they do drugs and shoot people.
Once youve seen the slave labor and the human atrocities involved in diamonds production, its hard to look at those shiny little things and find them attractive.

What price for those diamonds






Engrish Class

September 4,2007

Mwahah we always have an oppurtunity to make a video during english :)
Mr. Klein is awesome heheheh

If you cant understand it, it just says like how smart and kind Charleen is and that the piece of paper is May Annes evil mask she hides behind to do her evil plots. MWAHAHAH

Arm Wrestling

August 31,2007

MWAHAH
so today is a fliday
andddd and and and and and anddddddddddd
anyway if you know anyone that has like little kittens or a catt or somethinggg that needs a homeee ill be glad to takeee it. but my mom has some conditions.
a) must be a domestic breed
ORR
b) must be a unique color
c) just basically differenct or freakishly cute
ahahahah iunno my moms spesho..
humhumhum
so today in english we basically had a free period in the library

and so heres mayanne arm wrestling mayy with their left

and may arm wrestling nisa with their right

Okay, MY CAT IS GONE :( it was like persian or something and it went missing the day we were goign to get its bed and crap.
GRR DAMN YOU JAMBU DAMN YOU!
but if i do manage to get a kitten im goign to name it MUSHU!!!! <3
aahahah jambu and i had a special connection he would follow me if i was eating something. meh. AHHAHA. awwwwww i miss himmmmmm he was cool and always responded to me when i said something he would go MEOWWWWWWWW. maw maw maw. :( :(:( beh beh beh oh wellllllllllllllllllllllllll

yes yes we have plentiful videos for jU!

anyway me friendo from KK ELAYNEEEEEEE my lovah, came down to BOONEIIIIII this weeeekend to chillllll B) and yupyup.

The overview of the day by lovely lovely elayne

THE REST IS NOT IMPORTANT TO WATCH, AT ALL. ITS JUST RANDOM THINGS

Elayne eating some sour candy stuff
may is in the back going eh oh
and nisa is talking about how she looks constipated and theres a toilet nearby

Some weirdo danceish sitting in chair thingy. AHAHA

We’re weird sistahs
nisa is like. making actions to the beauty and the beast song and getting it oh so wrong even if she does know the song quite well. yes yes disney ish cool. and may makes out with her wallet *snicker*

Eating icecream
Ice cream is good
the hua-ho dairy queen icecream doesnt melt as fast as the mall dairy queen icecream
ive noticed that.
humm.

yes yes i like eatingg okayy haha im not like one of those anorexic bulimic girls k? AHAH
weee
well enjoy the rest of your weekend!
gosh i miss the holidays i still have hw to do :(

cmonn letsh be random

August 18,2007

May playing some Wii YOOOOOOOOOOOOWZA.
sorry about the messy upstairs living room, its like half omani living room, and half gym place thingy for me brotha and dada… hehehe all the random crap gets pushed upstairs :P

Nishas bored, and talking about an eraser -_-;;
yesh i know you like my bug on the chair, its shmexy. :)

oh right
P.S.
IIIII CANNNNN DRRRIVEEEEE!!!
mwahaha
may can drive automatic
and i can drive manual
:)
oooooooohhh yeahhhh B) who’s pimpin, saya is el pimpin yooooo:)

First Video Blog Entry

August 17,2007

MWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHA
FIRST EVA.
bleghelh
nerds and gummy bears
maya et jubjub
thin and ribbed for your pleasure
dipped and plain
nisha shisha and mayooonaise

EL testing uno uno uno

Le fini , it was our first take :) cus we pimps yoooooo

p.s., yesss i got a haircuttt with the bangs like that pshawww but they are supposed to be side swept bangs but the lady cut them too short so they look retarded if i put it to the side right now :P waaaait till they growww little butt monkeyss!!

I’ve pretty much been caged in this hellhole until school starts *sigh*. BUT..anyways today I had to go to the post office in a massive rush to send some things back to my brother. And well, we got all the sheets and things, but we didn’t have an envelope – so Mumsie and I figured we could obviously get one at the post office…coz well post = mail = envelopes…right? SO we arrived at the post office, pressed the button,got our number, and eventually we were called up. We asked the lady at the counter for an envelope – and guess what..i swear,i couldn’t believe it, the lady said “No we don’t have any envelopes.” ! WHAT KIND OF POST OFFICE IS THIS!?!?! WHAT DAMN POST OFFICE (A PLACE THAT SENDS MAIL IN ENVELOPES) DOES NOT SELL ENVELOPES!?!??!C’MON!!

I felt like smacking a ping pong paddle right across her face..sheesh…not only because they didn’t have envelopes at a post office but because she was being a major bitch-o. Well in my opinion she was anyways. Like we were walking up, and she saw us..and she purposely called up the next number – like WTF?! but those people kindly let us go before them. phewy. BUT thats not the end of my story. So after driving all the way to Bismi to buy an envelope, we drove all the way back with everything ready. Once again, we pressed the button, got our number and waited. and waited. annnndd waited. WHY we had to wait so long you ask? Ya see,  all the ladies working there were in one ickle circle chatting their little heads away. What made it worse, was that they saw us come in, they saw us press the number and they saw us wait. We even went up to the neighboring counter and stood there like Dodo’s trying to make them come, they saw us and just left us there. They talked for a good 5mins to 10mins while we waited oh so patiently.HAH. I was furious,but course, being me – i don’t really show it..i kinda just slapped down the envelope and asked them to register it and all that snaggle.

Gah. the whole thing doesn’t sound so annoying when i type it up here for y’all to read. But trust me, if you were in the same position – I’m sure you would’ve been hella furious with these bitches.

WEELL.. good luck to y’all who are doing last minute coursework shanaggles!  MAy