Give up the Grudge.

Don’t make me listen to the stupid broken record again
The needle’s skippin’ and repeatin’ never reaching the end
You know you’re bitching and complaining like you’ve got it so tough
We’re sick of all your crying will you ever shut up?

So keep bleeding your fake blood ’till no one even sees it
If that’s the best you can make up at least act like you mean it

Give up the grudge
Shut your fucking mouth
Why you gotta judge everybody but yourself
Take a look around you.There ain’t nobody home
I may be a loser but at least I’m not alone

 

Ahhhh…What an awesome song.

For those of you who don’t know – its called “Give up the Grudge” by GOB. I’m quite fond of the lyrics…and i just felt like posting up the best bits because this song is ferrking awesome.

From the one and only : sex panther hahahaha sorry…I haven’t said that in ages! I’ll see all of you bunnies tomorrow!

 

Underneath It All

Today, I’ve been addicted to No Doubt..
I have no idea why I’ve been listening to them but…oh well

Alot of people have been making really deep and personal posts and I’m kinda scared to do that. I guess its because that way you wont know who really knows you because youre just dishing out information on who you are, instead of people getting to know who you are.
I guess the song relates to how i feel.. People who really know you, will love you despite all of your flaws. They wont condem you for them but try to steer you into the right path and improve who you are instead of demeaning you. I just find that anyone who gets to the point where I just tell them everything … well theyre increhedibly lucky. In my lifetime, ive trusted the wrong people who have betrayed my trust in the most hurtful ways. Because trust is something that is very hard to gain, but oh so very easy to lose. I think that i give people too much of my trust and understanding as if they are going to feel the same way about me.

To me, im just glad that I’ve had the oppurtunity to have May as a friend. Because, ive trusted her with everything and every aspect of my life. She knows what ive been through and how thats made me , me. She knows how i feel about everything and what i really do feel even if im smiling on the outside..

I always hate seeing someone alone.. I hate knowing that someone has had to go through pain alone and stuff. Because I know what its like to be crying alone and never have someone make it better. Because sometimes just having someone be there, is good enough in itself. So to me, Ill be there for anyone that needs someone, and it’ll always just be between us. I know what its like to be betrayed that way as well. I like being there for people and i feel honored when someone comes to me with something thats bothering them.. I kinda do a victory dance in my head knowing you trust me:)

Some of us forget that a true friend arent those who laugh with us. Laughter can always happen with anyone. True friends are those who stick by your side no matter what. THe people you run to for everything. The people that you trust with the most deepest things. THe people who are there for you at 3 AM when youre crying over spilt milk and they can barely understand your english because of all the gunk thats coming out of your face. AHAHA .. The people that encourage you and support you. THe people that look out for you and so on. Basically they just.. got your back and know you. Most importantly, the people who make you feel great for being you.

Anyone who loves you, for you. No matter what shit youve done, or what you wear, or how you speak. They love ya even if youre hanging over the pool into the drain with a combination snot and blood hanging out of your nose while you play like a child with it. …and all they do,is just stare and laugh with you. They love you no matter what, and always, even when you fight. And fights? never last more than 5 hours and are resolved just like that because you cant stand being mad at eachother. It just breaks you down inside MWAHAHA. Theyre always there for you. AND THEY LOVE YOUUU FOR YOOUUUUUU

If this whole thing doesnt make sense, dont blame me. its like almost 2 AM and im supposed to be doing history homework… -_-

Oh yeah and shout out to Elayne!
for being there for me all the time you ass-face

May’s a whore…. or she will be.. in aussie :[

shockinggg i know… but its life… shit happens then ya die..

a little something more, interesting? i have no idea.

Sorry if you cant understand what we both say..
well mostly nisa..
because we initially tried with the digi cam but there were sooo many problems so we just went along with nisas cellphone, which has been dropped one too many times. we hope that some of you now see the connections in how we’ve been acting and why we do certain things. like when nisa goes,… no man is an island or talks about how shitty aussie is its just to tick her off. or about how shes “pregnant” with BEEEPS baby. AHAHAHAHA this was the reason why we started the whole video blogging bananza and why may now is forced to pose for pictures even if she doesnt want to.. heheh and when may hits nisa.. and stuff so on and so forth.
If you have any questionsss or anythinggg please just ask us..ok? and most importantly dont abuse may, cus nisa will  kick your ass if you do cus zats what sistahs do…
SEE YOU GUYS ON MONDAYYYYYYYYYYYY. or saturday. meh!